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Medication Review (Update)

So I’m staying on Levetiracetam (Keppra)!

Which I am EXTREMELY happy about! Not adding anymore drugs to my current cocktail is great news.

This also means that I can continue seeing how I get on with combining my AEDs with Vitamin D for seizure control.

The consultant, was again trying to take the piss with me. When I told him how great I was going since coming of Zonisamide, in terms of my speech and writing, his response was:

Well it was definitely a side effect of the Zonisamide. If you’d told us about it sooner, we could’ve had you come off it sooner. 

The man is looking for a slap.

And it also reminds of Americanah (2014) by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. In it, Aunty Uju says: “These [white] people make you aggressive just to hold your dignity”. I feel like as a Black woman, I’m constantly provoked by white people to perform to their pre-held judgements of the aggressive Black woman stereotype. 

When I was sitting across from him, everything within me wanted to scream and yell at him, because he KNEW he was wrong and therefore I felt that he was provoking me. However, instead I calmly replied:

Well I did. You just chose not to listen. 

In front of two medical students.

You’re welcome.

I’ll be seeing them again in three months’ time. Unfortunately I had a seizure this afternoon, but my last one before that was ten days ago (both partial complex seizures). The heat can be a trigger, so I just need to make sure that I’m drinking enough water (I’ve become addicted to Fanta this year LOL, so it’s conflicting with my water intake).

XOXO

Author:

I’m Cece Alexandra and I have Epilepsy. Since being diagnosed, my life has changed significantly. After studying and teaching Humanities and Literature for all of my adult life, I was bullied and lost my job a month before qualifying to become an English Teacher. Once you fail the Teacher Training course in England, you cannot ever retrain; I then became too sick to work because of my Epilepsy. I am now currently studying an MSc in Mental Health Psychology with the University of Liverpool. My disability provokes me into raising awareness for invisible disabilities, which I also actively partake in with Epilepsy Action. Part of that awareness is to help fight against invisible disability discrimination - I believe that this behaviour is not cognitively unconscious; modern society is actively partaking in a hierarchy of disabilities and I believe that there is not enough psychological research to prove this. I am also clinically interested in Cultural Psychology - particularly Collectivist Culture, and wish to pursue this further in my academic career.

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